Life: Just Bring It

2004-02-08T00:18:00.000-05:00

So I'm not the only one thinking the government is taking our money, so does Kayla. You see after the fight at the table because of complications in the Domino Game (due to people not letting go of their money, cough, Jo), Kayla bitch-slapped Johanna for stealing her boo. She said exactly this: "Ou gurl u best nah be messin round wit Jamaal ya'see!" What does this have to do with the government?

2004-02-07T16:44:00.000-05:00

Most people have said it, Josh isn't the type to mess around. Though I've never seen him really angry... I wonder...I don't even remember myself angry... Nonetheless, I guess I might have pissed him off that day. Oh shucks, what's a guy to do, I mean seriously? Think about it, you have the government on your ass day and night about your incomes taxes, mortgage bills, parking tickets and even

2004-02-07T16:26:00.000-05:00

Look shit happens, I know, and people really don't care, neither do I, so from now, I hope you all enjoy my daily story. It's kinda just random plots that go through my mind. Bye and take care.

2004-02-07T16:19:00.000-05:00

^_^;; so i haven't published nothin in awhile... well i guess u could say i got bored. You know how things are, with school and summer and then school again... just no more time ^_~;; anyway after this entry, the will be another, that acts as if the other entries were never entered. I'm too lazy to erase everything else. =)

2003-01-12T14:24:00.000-05:00

hey hows everyone im happy but i dont feel like writing since this blog has gotten pretty broign to me anyways when im happier or some shit like that

2003-01-09T16:14:00.000-05:00

ur my angel from de skies, the one that i rely, need n confide, one that brings me alive, when nothin goes right, n im lost in denial, there u be by my side, you'd run 20miles, when my vision gettin blind, imma runnin outta time, i call on u my love, cuz i know we soz tight... - son-of a b... nevermind i cant finish it im too mad

2003-01-06T15:19:00.000-05:00

OMG i havent written since.......... one... carry the two....... NEW YEARS EVE!!!! oh well i dont feel like writing

2002-12-30T18:16:00.000-05:00

hey hey Yunno what i noticed? life's better when u just pretend... pretend to live happily... pretend to forgive... pretend to befriend... pretend u dont care about that subject that came up... just drop the subject. i learned my relationship with a certain person is better when we drop those subjects that could stir up trouble... i dont really like dropping it cuz i prefer to face problems

2002-12-26T15:10:00.000-05:00

hey hey havent written in a awhile cuz i was busy and stuff with the holidayz and all but everytime i had chance late at nite i couldnt think i didnt have much to write so... now im writing just to assure u.... acutally i dont know what to assure u.... oh well Sick of being lonely, ya im lonely but... i dunno... i cant have who i want so why bother waiting forever for her to like me

2002-12-23T20:56:00.000-05:00

it may seem like im just complainning and complainning and complainning but hey! thats the main reason i started this thing, to complain as much as possible knowing it aint pissing anybody off yunno? anyways im complaining...............now - im so lost, its hard to fake a smile towards someone, its harder to talk to someone as if nut'n is wrong yunno? like im mad but not mad at "jen" yunno? its

2002-12-23T17:43:00.000-05:00

Nut'n My brotha gone mad, shot up some white guy, Jus for simple disrespect, got his gang on him, i, I tried, my boy jus what crazy, mind went hazy, Repressed anger, anxiety and suffering of my ol g, I dont blame the murdara, i blame the world's ways, Thugs, punks, gangstas, all still fightin to dis day, Overtime, advancements made, brothas walking wit guns, Dun need a gun to take a life jus

2002-12-23T14:14:00.000-05:00

day befo christmas eve and im kidna bored, practicing basketball now, just dribbling the ball upgrading my dexterity. also im listenning to "white america - eminem", its alright, im aint much of a fan of eminem but his latest songs are meanningful, thas the shit needed to make me listen to someones songs.

2002-12-22T21:06:00.000-05:00

Silence Neva thought it end up this way, Neva thought i'd eva see this day, Where i cant stand what u say, All started in the beginning of May, U thought u knew me as well as myself, It was all u, u thought it up urself, Knew what i'd do, my thoughts too, U think u knew me, judge me, its not true, U dont know me, it hurts when u think, I'd act that way, red blood stained ink, Every word i said

2002-12-22T13:27:00.000-05:00

school ended friday and it didnt really feel like christmas was near but now theres only two dayz left but meh christmas is cool whateva... i finally got an iverson jersey its a replica alternative colour on the road jersey red/blue. its cool. anyways im rekindling my basketball skills, i was dribbling friday and saturday in my basement while watching tv and "chatting" on msn [quotations cuz i

2002-12-20T18:47:00.000-05:00

I Am A Gangster, I Am A Gentlemen, I Show U I Can Flip N React, But Befo I Show U I Gots Respect... Am I What They Made me

2002-12-19T19:15:00.000-05:00

guess who reads this? JEN!!!! whatever

2002-12-18T15:11:00.000-05:00

I dont feel like writing in here anymore bye for now

2002-12-17T16:23:00.000-05:00

I SAW CRYSTAL TODAY!!!!! thats all

2002-12-17T16:10:00.000-05:00

i am so in love i am so in hate i jus cant comprehend it, uh u get me so high u get me so low i can't show wut I'm feelin nvr wuz the type 2 let sum1 like u get under my skin, no tried like hell but u dint care 4 real u stepped on my feelings c i luv 2 luv you girl n i luv 2 hate u but i gotta let u no imma hafta let u go c i luv 2 luv u girl n i luv 2 hate u but i gotta let u no imma hafta let

2002-12-17T15:44:00.000-05:00

My life is horrible...I helplessly care for someone. My emotions fortunately cover my caring up, yet one person was able to see through it... well actually a few but there are some who have came close...

2002-12-15T12:45:00.000-05:00

Well the whole Jen annoying me ordeal is over, im good now. It was Janna's birthday party last night. It was cool, funny also. Anyways , i forgot to mentioon thart i don't like anybody, yes, that's right, i don't like Stacy. I want a black... or maybe blue authentic Iverson jersey, and if i can't, maybe replica... but i want a black or blue. Christmas holidays are coming soon, i can't wait to get

2002-12-13T18:24:00.000-05:00

Okay, thanks to.... Barney, Jen isn't bothering me anymore, well not as much. I'm happy now. ... then again i don't have anything to say... guess everything in my life is boring unless there's drama. Drama is what makes my life interesting, otherwise talking about what makes me happy makes me seem like i talk too much. Life isn't interesting without pain, even if i'm the one suffering, pain is

2002-12-12T16:31:00.000-05:00

She still thinks I am joking and its starting to get annoying, also, she goes around tieing people's strings in bows. She just can't stop talking, it pisses me off. Anywhoo, Im bored.

2002-12-11T16:22:00.000-05:00

i changed my side thingy again

2002-12-11T15:44:00.000-05:00

Represent Iverson, latest new colors. Black, Brick Red, Crimson Red and Red are the colours of now. Today was like unlike any other day. Jen really annoyed me to i point where i almost (almost) got mad... ALMOST... see i'm not the tempermental type of person... or what i meant to say is that i don't have a short temper. Jen kept talking and talking and talking and nobody was listenning so i said,

2002-12-10T21:50:00.000-05:00

hey i fixed my column stuff of friends and CHANGED COLORS WOO! i sound gay fuck it see u in hell snails [no offense lol, its sounds good]

2002-12-10T17:55:00.000-05:00

I wish i could be far away from today. The reason this is my rail of thoughts. I think one thing then another then i realized i think toomuch about that thing and if thinking about it has any meaning. Jen was someone who can be nice at certain moments, but then when u least expect it, she gets annoying which is the consequence of arguing with her. She argues way too much. As you can see, i talk

2002-12-10T15:41:00.000-05:00

Today was as crazy as yesterday. This one person's suffering is amazingly exciting to me. i do not really have anything else to say.

2002-12-09T20:11:00.000-05:00

word tah man daanish, "the worst thing u can do is care about someone" man i feel u, and seriosuly its nice to not fuckin give a damn about anyone man, if only i had ur power. that was nice when u told her to fuck off i couldnt do that, i care too much and it kills.

2002-12-09T17:31:00.000-05:00

Today was quite something. Everything was as usual except one thing. near late in the day, during the boredom, something so funny happenned. It invovled Danny,Charles and Jen [lol stupid new names]. [the name jen's cool] Jen is the stupidest person in the world. I can't tell you why but josh knows, obviously. That's basically everything exiting that happenned today. I remember during lunch, Josh

2002-12-08T19:50:00.000-05:00

ya the names are fakes to confialidate [?] their privacy.

2002-12-07T13:21:00.000-05:00

i just changed my address cuz i want this to be more private than it is. well its noon and im hungry buit theres nothing to eat and today i feel like just staying home and relaxing by myself, or maybe ill wallow in my own self pity...ya the second one sounds fine.well Daanish came up the BT mask which is really the browntown mask adn me n him are wearing it. it hides all ur pain and sadness and

2002-12-06T22:21:00.000-05:00

Yo yo check it, check it, we still heya, (here) Bringin the be-AH, (beer) Ching ching aling-n Bling bling a bling n dun forget tha diamon ring n 'ems check the style that i got, cant deal with the shine from ma rox, blam blam take it like a man took one sip, u went down with a blam, damn, man, i can, he can, u cant, wattup wit that, all u ppl think yo sut'n? look up at the charts check out the

2002-12-06T21:33:00.000-05:00

im thinking yunno? like about how i should live up to my values, this may sound cruel but so far aint nobody who i value more than myself, nobody has ever had a major effect on my life, touching all areas of who i am, some poeple got close like one of my Confidentes brennon. like my cousin would say life is like a basketball game, u, urself is a team, each of u gots a position, and not keeping

2002-12-06T15:14:00.000-05:00

oh and the list has been changed now, somebody went up the charts booya

2002-12-06T15:12:00.000-05:00

so like now im much happier and the only person who knows the reason [so far, cuz i didnt wanna tell anyone in public] is brennan [GO BRENNON! as patrick would say] anywhoo i pulled an unexpected stunt on 2 or 3 people, one person is thinking something i told him/her and him/her told the person who it was about now their both thinking different things and on is feeling sorry and whatnot and its

2002-12-04T15:48:00.000-05:00

hey hey havent updated in awhile, im not sure y... maybe becuz of recent events and thoughts..... it all basically sucks... if this were a video entry i would just been looking into the camera but my eyes and mind would be as far away as can be... thats basically it.

2002-11-28T21:13:00.000-05:00

there are alot people who i talk to about private things and such, its weird becuz while ur talking about someone, that person could be talking about u. lately i dont care but b4 it kinda got to me, the curiosity i mean, but i was never obssessed to know. well im not making this longer cuz i got sooo many other things to do so peace

2002-11-27T17:07:00.000-05:00

heh been awhile eh journal? im sure not many people missed me since practically nobody reads this anymore and im happy cuz i can be less private adn not follow new regime. anywhoo i made this huuuuuuuge 600 words entry but now it dissappeared and i hate it damn AOL u suck aol i hate u stupid aol anywhoo i realized that i have many different friends. like some i only talk to a lil but we know

2002-11-22T22:59:00.000-05:00

Jåi, weird.... anywhoo wattup all? i started the construction of my profile, urbangangstaslife@hotmail.com, whoa... u know what? someone actually found that thing with the guys and pot funny... i was like... whoa... im gonna take this---- what? its not funny...ok... anyways i need a hari cut... im gonna get a hair cut tommorow YAY boost of self-confidence!! ya... self confidence.. what is that u

2002-11-22T17:06:00.000-05:00

i just finished updating my lil sidebar on the left side of this page its brand new!!

2002-11-21T18:26:00.000-05:00

remember the name's Jåi

2002-11-21T17:27:00.000-05:00

JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KOW FOR THE BIBLE TELLS ME SO SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING lol janna anywhoo wattup everyone? guess what? i am happy regardless of recent non-dicussable bad events im happy so f u... bring that lovin feelin cuz i cant go oooooooon ooooon oooon.... ya its some song from 80s i dont really like but this is the best song: DO U REALLY WANT TO HURT ME? DO U REALLY WANT TO MAKE

2002-11-19T15:32:00.000-05:00

that poem "Sometimes" was for Jessica, have a happy birthday and god bless lol still waaaaaay too early to say happy birthday but dont owrry more presents to come ^_^ whoa... like happiness man... whoa... anywasy today was cool i had to do stuff and stuff lol heh heh u know what i noticed? everyday me n brennan have lil chat about things and theories as to why that event happenned or maybe becuz

2002-11-17T21:11:00.000-05:00

yo man its the governemnt i tell u, they're poisoning us with toast man, our toasters dont "accidently" burn our toasts, its on purpose man its all about power they want want power..... the governement man [hippy voice]

2002-11-17T11:23:00.000-05:00

yo yo yo hey everybody, if u hadnt noticed im slightly happier but not "happy" so....ya..... i thought over the weekend about many things mostly personal things... and ya... i dont know what to write... i would have alot to write but insist on keeping my word about anything personal between me and other people. Gladly, I must declare that I no longer am single... no I lied, I still am single...

2002-11-15T14:39:00.000-05:00

sad music| "if anything were to happen to me... dont forget me...." "Dont say that! ur coming back here even if i gotta hunt u down" "stop it! ur making this harder for me, just.... just.... let me be....." |walks off through the darkness to his fate| |girls falls and watches anxiously| "please.... please..... please come back alive....." |meanwhile| "Ull never get away with what u've done to my

2002-11-14T22:31:00.000-05:00

anyways i jsut finsihed talking to jess and crystal.. and whoa.... weird....... anyways..... me n jess and crystal talked about soooo much its funny.. uh-huh... it was fun... i was happy.... no brennan happiness is a sickness but to me its nothing more than fulfilling life...ya... anyways i feel likes music represents how i feel now im bored so later

2002-11-14T16:00:00.000-05:00

(|[::...im not a COMPLETE idiot... sum parts r missin...::]|) says: keep ur cool {(Åî® Jø®Ðåñ §tý£ê)} (]| Måhål Kïtå |[) life is a circle of pain | | | some of us fall some of us fly, end of the book we all die says: ill try....

2002-11-14T15:20:00.000-05:00

u know what............................................................................. i wont write in here for awhile but check at least every 2 days just to be sure

2002-11-13T21:21:00.000-05:00

{(Åî® Jø®Ðåñ §tý£ê)} (]| Måhål Kïtå |[) life is a circle of pain | | | some of us fall some of us fly, end of the book we all die says: NIIIIIIIIIIIIICE {(Åî® Jø®Ðåñ §tý£ê)} (]| Måhål Kïtå |[) life is a circle of pain | | | some of us fall some of us fly, end of the book we all die says: I LIKE!!!! <(|[::...pain is wut u make of it...::]|)> says: ya {(Åî® Jø®Ðåñ §tý£ê)} (]| Måhål Kïtå |[) life is

2002-11-13T18:11:00.000-05:00

son-of a bitch i realized what i wrote about how i feel about sam and fuck!!!!!! i wrote so much stuff dammit and i saw how i've change dover the past months......weird....

2002-11-13T17:44:00.000-05:00

if i could

2002-11-13T16:12:00.000-05:00

heh heh heh today was sooooo weird, everything was blurry [info i mean] like nothing was clear yea.... so many ideas rushing through my head it was insane....and it still is... damn i hate it when things arent clear but i dont mind when its not so blurry that i cant make out whats happenning to me or about me and its annoying so....... yea.... i cant help but laugh its weird whenever "this person

2002-11-12T16:21:00.000-05:00

hey hey everyone guess what? im happy...... no reason well at least i wont tell any of u, i havent even told brennan..... whoa..... secretive anywhoo remember the "redefining" im doing? well im not done but i have found out something, now im gonna give a damn less about what someone thinks of me, i dont care if u hate me, i dont care if u are disgusted by me [MO:i doubt anybody is], i dont care

2002-11-11T17:41:00.000-05:00

|sad music| "if anything were to happen to me... dont forget me...." "Dont say that! ur coming back here even if i gotta hunt u down" "stop it! ur making this harder for me, just.... just.... let me be....." |walks off through the darkness to his fate| |girls falls and watches anxiously| "please.... please..... please come back alive....." |meanwhile| "Ull never get away with what u've done to my

2002-11-11T15:55:00.000-05:00

{(Åî® Jø®Ðåñ §tý£ê)} (]| Måhål Kïtå |[) .......:::WU|\1:::....... -yea........................so............................. OMG THE MOST HALARIOUS THING I PULLED OFF... to be said here: -at camp during the summer, when i liked jess, somehow i told one person then EVERYBODY knew [kinda like how it was wit sam] so as a cover-up, me and this guy i trust, we managed to "accidently" say

2002-11-08T19:34:00.000-05:00

hey........ have u ever knew someone.... then one day see them in a whole different way like.... they're another person and... u know... uh.. nothing anyways today the happiness has wore off. i dunno y.... but it has... today felt empty it feels like nothing... is it because i've experienced some feeling so strong, that going back to how i felt b4 her is just an awful transition but i know that

2002-11-07T19:28:00.000-05:00

yo yo i just caem back from a chinese buffet but b4 that i went ot jess' house and we talked and stuff and crystal was there u know it was all good, im happy [hidden messege] anyways today was alright i was happy the whooooole day [hidden messege]. so ya i havent spoken to sam in the longest time ever! and im not planning on saying anything either. anyways...... [to jess] jess i got the poem

2002-11-06T15:33:00.000-05:00

yo wattup even im thinking of makin an iverson rap song, yea so anyways im still redefining myself, who i am and who i hold dear to me, who i think have the most positive affect on me and who is just someone to talk to and so the list of friends to the right has changed. er hem notice some missing ppl........................................................ well i dont..... maybe i forgot somebody

2002-11-05T20:14:00.000-05:00

mwhuhahahah i have kept my word in not talking bout personal stuff and im proud... today i realized many things about many ppl. like how one person thinks of another person and stuff its interesting how im not really the only one who thinks and comes up wit theories hm yaa http://maddox.xmission.com/irule.html this is a funny site anyways yaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2002-11-05T18:01:00.000-05:00

Basketball Life From the three-point line, C's going for it, He makes this basket, he wins the game, He wins a life of a king, one ta see fit, He played fo da money, but mostly fo da fame, Couldnt wait to stun the joint, Just one mo shot, one mo try, gotta get it, Itll be the life of the NBA, just one point, Took his shot, as he fell from the air, he made it. Now he's livin like a king, Playin fo

2002-11-05T15:34:00.000-05:00

i changed my site name now and whoever doesnt read this then hahahahaha i hope its someone who i dont want to read any of this. so now a casual entry - yo yo yo wattup? toronto kicked ass yesterday night when bulls were at toronto and wooo mistakes mistakes mistakes but meh i dont wanna be critical since i cant do shit on the court so meh anyways N'Diaye rules cuz hes like 8 foot and he goes

2002-11-01T18:47:00.000-05:00

MY NEW SITE NAME WILL BE http://heatofthestreets.blogspot.com AND WHOEVER DOESNT GET THIS MESSEGE SCREW U

2002-11-01T18:14:00.000-05:00

just dont let her just dont let her........ get the best of u....... as i looked up into ur eyes my mind filled with rage then i calmed until u said something that rage rised and i couldnt help it, i felt the fire underneath me, the way out is all i need somebody answer me.......

2002-10-31T19:58:00.000-05:00

ok i am no longer not happy but as i am bored to oblivion and this is really really really boring. u know what? i dont trust u, and u know who im tlaking about, its u. it may not be kristalyn or brennan or david or anybody else but u. i do no trust u, ur deceiving and manipulative and evil and caring and beautiful and loving and... sweet.. and fuck u damn ur looks damn the person u r! i cant stop

2002-10-31T18:08:00.000-05:00

if anyones reads this im fucking in a fucking bad mood and i need someone to talk to, fuck,"remember me? i was the oone who burned ur house down. well im out now, this time im coming back to blow ur house up and i aint gonna leave a window f'you to jump outta." thats how i feel i wanna fucking shoot up some body

2002-10-31T16:28:00.000-05:00

aiyo we gots a new reader of my boring life journal and its none other than _ _ _ _ _ _ _ sorry about the declaration anyways after thinking alot i've come to accept the fact that only a select few will know what i think and not u ppl here reading it cuz [no offense] ur not worthy. yea i would put the list but its confidential. but it wont matter if i put brennan and my cousin and _ _ _ and _ _ _

2002-10-30T16:58:00.000-05:00

Because Becuz becuz... I changed who i am for u, becuz becuz... Changed what was true, becuz becuz... Never felt this way, becuz becuz... So i wanted it to stay. becuz becuz... Steer me towards u in the right way, becuz becuz... I wanna know what ur all about today, becuz becuz... Just wanna get close to u, becuz becuz... Dont know what im gonna do, becuz becuz... becuz...........................

2002-10-29T16:50:00.000-05:00

From Heaven 2 My Arms Heaven wants u back, but i cant let u go, All the time we spent, like dancing in the snow, If i had the chance i'd kill myself to be with u, My angel, my darling, my saint, ur all that too. I thank u for what all the happiness u've done, Changed my life, 2 years and left like it was none. From heaven to my arms u came, U thought of me like i was pure fame, I knew i couldnt

2002-10-28T18:51:00.000-05:00

Lifetime Away If ever i could get close to u, I'd tell u all the things u do, That make me fall on my knees its true, Unfortunately, ur a life time away, I struggle to change, to reach ur heart to say, But would wut i say mean anything to u today. Too far for me to see, See the real u, as it may be, Thats y i need u to tell me it can be, U n me, no matter how i try so hard, its history, I'll just

2002-10-28T15:30:00.000-05:00

yo wattup "homes" heh david is whack. anyways this saturday me n jessica saw a movie and it was fun i had a great time and all, and i got me thinking about things. so now i dont really like sam as what was said and am i falling in love again with soemone from the past? [MO: nah... or am i subconciously denying it...] so my cuz and i were talking baout his the girl he likes and he was all its not

2002-10-26T11:47:00.000-04:00

im back yo. nice to be home but i gots a load of homework and projects. anyways during stratford i kinda got over sam, if u didnt know and if u didnt know tch HAHA unless i havent told u yet cuz i couldnt talkt o u for awhile (jess) and all but thats alright, yea and know im restricting myself from publishing certain info [meaning anything between me and sam] yea so now all u know is that i dont

2002-10-22T19:48:00.000-04:00

ah-huh thats right im in a betta mood although it dont appear so. heh. stratford tommorow and imma miss ppl, but imma buy cds and stuff while im there. anyways i spoke to sam today on msn, guess whats weird? ok im in french class, i see on my desk"who sits here?" so i put aj and the first thing i think of is i think sam sits here, and today on msn shes like u sit in the same desk as me and i was

2002-10-22T15:17:00.000-04:00

yo wattup? well this is the only place to display my thoughts for certain ppl and im glad the ppl i dunt want reading it arent reading it. anways no that i thought about sam, theres no way, i will ever show true emotions no matter how evil or mean or sad or happy or terrible it can be, not one person well except brennan, and kris, my cuz, [MO: missing ppl]..........ok..... heh i frown upon u -_-#

2002-10-21T15:46:00.000-04:00

im in the shittiest mood ever... i wanna know how sam feels about the whole situation, and whats up wit this? she sends me like a messege from some thing about crushes and fk this is so frustrating ahh im ripping my brains out......shit bitch fucking shit jus sumbitch fuck aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

2002-10-19T18:44:00.000-04:00

hey wattup? im mad, sad, relieved, feel like swearing, well sami knows i like her, even if its not much anymore. oh well now im questionning the reliability to keep secret of other ppl fk.

2002-10-18T21:04:00.000-04:00

yoooo im happy cuz im loved, im honored cuz im loved, im proud cuz i know now what friendship really is, im relieved cuz i know friendship is much better than waiting on the miracle of love, im satisfied cuz i know one day that miracle will come true, but for the mean time i have u! [kristalyn lol] i looooove u! and david and brennan [we's bros] yea its all good i dunno what else to write later

2002-10-18T15:20:00.000-04:00

aj: yo wattup everyone? today was boring.... orals, essays, presentations all due next week or after damn oh well. heh brennans so negative he rejected davids present of a box. david: here brennan [picture of present] brennan: fk u ... [later on] david:brennan here some soup [picture of soup but its really a cup of coffee] brennan: fk u me: i love u kris! kris: i love u too aaron! david: i love u

2002-10-17T17:58:00.000-04:00

aj: hey yo everybody i love kris! yes i do.............. heh heh so....... [MO: notice the non-denying] ............ heh heh so like i said i dun like sami no more... [MO: sami? interestring nick name] yep.... anyways funny convos are funny and not many ppl are funny its like me and kris. we were playing tag [online] adn i hide in a red tree in a blue forest in africa... yep interesting.... I

2002-10-16T15:19:00.000-04:00

aj: yo wattup? heh brennan's angry at me, not really angry but a little bit dissapointed in me, cuz i dint tell him bout me not liking *"her"* anymore, but... iunno i got mixed emotions and all but..... for now its nuetrel (?) [MO:i knew how to spell it but my mind is pre-occupied] anyways right now, iunno i couldnt care less if she.... ugh.... nevermind... this all sucks oh and crystal i didnt

2002-10-15T16:08:00.000-04:00

Aj: As the night skies pass us by, I look into ur eyes, We gaze at the moon so bright, I felt as if i could fly. I never realized what u mean to me, U make it seem like life's so easy. Though i know sometimes i get crazy, Trippin', ur love got my life hazy, But, im thankful for what u've done, All the times we spent was fun, Now i know this time it'll be different, All the things, gonna be

2002-10-15T15:44:00.000-04:00

aaron: yo wasaa? im typing wit one hand cuz im eating, eating is fun. [MO: damn right] so i told crystal i like her, [not previously mentionned crystal, other crystal in sec3] heh but it was a joke..... yall know who i like.... or do u?......... nah.... or maybe u think u know who i LIKED but u dont know who i like now......heh all confuzzling eh? CONFUZZLING IS MY WORD I MADE IT UP WITH NO

2002-10-14T16:24:00.000-04:00

aj: hey hey how u doin? im here, tired, feeling emotionless... yea school tommorow, somehow im glad school is tommorow, i guess its cuz the studying and hard work [MO: stop lieing] and this takes my mind off the past and recent events. oi my head hurts, bad, i just ate but need more food, or liquids... im thirsty... need drink.tch sometime the bartender (god, if u believe in god) makes ur drink (

2002-10-13T17:53:00.000-04:00

aaron: hi everyone hows it goin? its all good here just bored but im bored all the time so bleh. so today i did nothing but think and play FF8 now on to u aj. aj: yo B wattup? i heard, u know u and "her" so what happenning man struggling wit emotions, i been there done dat, dun worry u'll survive. and the porbably worst part is realizing whats happenning to u, trust me i know, and the way u had

2002-10-11T18:54:00.000-04:00

aj: yo wattup? my feet r killin me, i jus came back from chillin wit val. val is the coolest person i know, shes so open and caring and kind and funny. i love the way she creams at ppl she doesnt know just because they were looking at her. im totally opposite no way i can do that. anyways we wlaked around she mocked ppl it was all good then we got to baskin robins and she got a peanut butter

2002-10-10T19:44:00.000-04:00

aj: heh check it, aaron is diminishing and out comes the rubble will emerge Aj. heh so anyways hows y'all doin? y'all, heh, southern word, how u doin? eh eh? gawd joey rules. friends is on in a few and imma watch it alone cuz im lonely. livin the life of a thug, no one there to give a hug, nevermind the loaded guns, bags of it weed, its mo fun, jags and escalades, always gettin paid, livin a

2002-10-10T17:21:00.001-04:00

somewhere there's someone who dreams of ur smile & finds in your presence that life is worthwhile so when you are lonely remember its true somebody somewhere is thinking of you!!! pass it on to 10 people & something good will happen to u @ 9:00pm tonight!

2002-10-10T17:21:00.000-04:00

aj: as the eagle soars accross the night sky, his blissful wings that fly by, i think of u, and ur eyes, ur lips caress me tenderly, who knew love came so easily, if i cud turn back time i'd take me here to that moment, when i first met u ur eyes like the shiny stars, like all a blinding light went away all my scars, i seen all those thugs, change into a real man seen all theose slugs, never been

2002-10-09T17:03:00.000-04:00

lol all rhyme weird aj weird........... aaron sucks....... a little........ aj's a poser u suck aj!!!!..........

2002-10-09T17:01:00.000-04:00

aaron: i always feel inferieur, never superieur unless the ppl are annoying little childs (haha jess) anyways lifes like a boll of patatoes and thats.... when..... the........... nevermind. soooooooooooooooo sometimes life's better when ur emotionless.... awwes... so saaaaaad i think to much s'why i think too much....... ponder..... aj: i'd ambush u wit love love looooooooove but never will i do

2002-10-09T15:24:00.000-04:00

aj: aiyo today sucked it was boring. and this samantha liking thing is once again going no where and i dont really care cuz she probably wouldn't even consider going out wit me but yo s'all good man. anyways i burned a cd (finally) and was listenning on the bus and apprently brandon was trying to talk to my but my music was too loud and jo finally caught my attention and brandon was like

2002-10-08T18:06:00.000-04:00

im bored so i typed this up aaron: hihi aj: yo aaron: how r u? aj: whattup? aaron: im fine thanks aj: jus chillin' aaron: so............ aj: aaron: heh did u see spongebob? aj: yo check it, this song is crazy yo aaron: HAHAHA we're going to the carnival the carnival the carnival |falls| ow we're going to the carnival aj: |raps| no bentleys cadillac pimpin' im crusin' choosin' s'all good cuz im

2002-10-08T15:40:00.000-04:00

aaron: so its the day after the feild trip thingy to thetford and woohoo overall it sucked it was boring but i had a little fun only in the bus with talking to ppl and what not. first i sat with jason and we were talking and listening to music and talking with ppl around us.tiffany was sitting in front of me and she kept popping her head over the seat to talk to jason c (sitting behind me) or to

2002-10-04T22:15:00.000-04:00

aaron: hey monday we gotta go on a field trip and im sitting with brennan and no one i find annoying so yay anyways the whole samantha liking thing is going nowhere but thats ok its not deteriorating like brennan said its just in a still position neither improving or deteriorating so its all good. anyways when i mvoe ill be closer to her and far away from........ yes far away. anyways biyee aj:

2002-10-03T16:47:00.000-04:00

so hey ppl i bore myself with my problems and im probably boring u so im not writing much here and i think ill take a break on writing since i write a hellovalot in englsih yet i cant sqeeze everything into 500 wrds so ah screw u limit! anways im bored cya

2002-10-02T17:00:00.000-04:00

4:56pm who said u cant have 2 personalities? i got 2 one's aaron the othas aj. its hard to determine who i am most of the time but sometimes u can see the difference. anyways thats all i gots to say keep it real, peace

2002-10-01T16:07:00.000-04:00

4;06pm AH DYING!! OF BOREDOM!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah anyways im bored

2002-10-01T15:14:00.000-04:00

3:10pm hi! woohoo im writing here, anyways nothing much has happenned funny how so many ppl are aware of the issue foretold in my last entries and yet some still dun know what the hell is goin on....... HA! I MOCK ALL OF U! except ppl i like no not "like like" ppl i like, Birch. yep im done write later bye

2002-09-30T15:13:00.000-04:00

3:10pm so..........hi! no jess im not 100% sure and nah ill wait no good go fast well im too uh...hm......... iunno how i feel but i dont feel like writing in here so bye for a couple of other days peace